woke at 3am to attend the misa de gallo
nostalgic unlike the previous years
i've been crying every night just to be ok the next day
i don't wanna sacrifice the fate of my students so i give my very best to teach them
my heart is still bleeding
i wish i have total amnesia or i wish there is a pill to erase the memories of the past
God is good
despite what had happened
there's still good things that had happened
God used me to make him happy again after he broke up with his flight attendant girlfriend
and God used him to change me for good
that's life
i lost more than 2 years of my life
i spent it with someone whom i thought a persian prince in a fairy tale with they-lived-happily-ever-after ending
it hurts and the memory starts to recall
did i trusted too much??
he followed the advice of his friends
or maybe he is just too young to commit himself
i will be ok
i hope i'm gonna be ok..
thank You Lord for everything
thank You for giving me strength
i will never stop praying for him
he will always be in my heart
he will always be special
and when i die i will look back at this point in my life
that someone, somehow
made me feel his TRUE love (or is it really TRUE LOVE)..
thank you..
